I can pretty much guarantee that whatever your situation, change won't happen by endless browsing/Googling/procrastinating.
The best thing you can do if you want to set your life on a new path is to start making small incremental changes, mini steps that lead towards exciting new destinations.
Why not make the first one of these an email to me? We can arrange a free 30 minute consultation, either by phone or Skype and explore where you're at and whether coaching is right for you: